today we had the final rehearsal for the Christmas Eve event but I thought everything was very unorganized. When I reached the kids were practicing their songs then I was trying to make a ppt for our skit so that it wouldn't be so plain. Then ah bo all a sudden shouted for me to go play for their elderly choir. And I was just like huh? Shouldn't they have a fixed pianist for their performance? Cause their first rehearsal I was also the one tt they last minute asked to help. So I just asked her like who is their pianist for the performance. Then she just like very annoyed and say I just have to help them now. Then keep hurrying me. So ok fine I went then before guo wei zl even say to start she keep asking me to guo men. But obviously I should follow the instructor and not her right. Then to make things worse, Ai zhen was practicing for her worship on tt day so Yi bin was playing the keyboard super loudly which makes my playing also silent. Then my mum came and asked if I could play louder but I was already playing very loud. So I shouted to ai zhen, hoping to make her stop her practice for a while. Then ah bo came and said I should at least call her ai zhen lao shi. Ok reasonable. But back to the topic, Ai zhen didn't heard me I guess so we had to fight to hear ourselves until I was literally bang on the piano to make it louder. After tt yi wen came so I finally got to do what I wanted. Then came the problem of my ppt cause I couldn't use the wifi to open my mail on the laptop to show the ppt. So I went in and out of the PA room trying to get it to work but end up the laptop had some problems so it wasn't able to connect to any wifi or hotspot. Luckily Wei da could connect it to his phone. But when the rehearsal started, it was all in a mess cause Matthew, Jensen and Ada wasn't around so we literally got half the skit cut out. Then the slides wasn't coordinated, the lights and props wasn't done. And after the first rehearsal Ai zhen came to say that I wasn't speaking clearly up there and I had to enunciate my words even more. Then she praised Gracia and Andrea for their acting cause it was very clear. I felt very upset then cause I guess I was just jealous why I'm being targeted as not acting well. But oh well, I know it is an ego thing so I heeded her advice and did better the second round. I guess everything added up that made my mood not so good then couldn't be very focused on my acting. And I don't know what Chang loong is doing. He doesn't seem to be able to plan well. It's like they got a lot of ideas but like not well planned leh. The whole skit feels so empty without any ppt slides or bgd music but they like no mention who's going to do it. So everything is like I think it'll add some pts to the show then I just prepare lo. Oh and I missed one part which is when Ai zhen was practicing for her worship. Ah no came over and told me "她不会唱就不要放她做主席。""谁?""那个在台上的咯（pointing to Ai zhen)“我觉得还好吧。”“她都唱不上去还硬硬要唱。”“主席不容易当”“我觉得她唱歌都不好听的”...and that was after she corrected me for being rude to call Ai zhen by her name only. Oh well, what else to say but age really determines your hierarchy.