i cant believe i havent typed anything since cny. haha. anyway many things have changed since then. Jan-Apr FYP
May Graduation trip
June Mission trip to EA
July Start of BIP
August Graduation + Family trip to Melbourne
November Yong Hong left Takeda leaving me alone

Oh well. Im glad things progressed this way. Thank God for the chance to even enter A*STAR and Takeda for Internship. Though its going to end real soon. I mean even my project is finishing by latest next week? Unless they give me a new assay to do. Still trying to cope with the loss of YH. Its so lonely in Takeda alone and at times I'll imagine tt he's still there. All the memories of us eating lunch together, walking home together and waiting/helping each other with our work. Im glad that he found a great job. It's just that I really miss him. Still rmb we had so many things that we wanted to do tgt. Like eating laksa at Tanglin Halt, going back to One-North MRT there for their variety of kopitiam food. And he finally treated me to Starbucks coffee on his last day. I was so sad I couldnt stay longer cause I had to go for kai qin ls wake. He has always been like a big brother, being there for me when I was lost and teaching me so patiently even when I doubt him most of the time. He even saw my panicky side and calmed me down by telling me what to expect for the presentation. Im really glad God posted me to Takeda, if not I wouldnt be able to have this close friend.

Currently I have applied to Abbvie and got rejected but I applied for Amgen and is still waiting for their response. Im not sure if its a good choice cause of the shift work thing and dad seems to be quite strongly against it. I mean I know his concerns cause I have the same concerns too. But it seems like if i want to enter the manufacturing side then its a common thing. Unless I go to research but they will require a Master's or Phd. Sigh. I just hope I wont be unemployed. Cause dad is already not working. I cant possibly expect anyone to give me allowance anymore. I just pray and trust that God will prepare a good job that will honour Him.

Im so tired tonight. Dont know why. I slept a lot this morning leh, And my nose is giving me a bit of problem. Hopefully it doesnt turn into a full fledged illness. :)