I can't believe this is the way I'm welcoming 2015. My menses came and my mood has been swinging really badly these few days. Starting from ytd I was already very sian and I just don't want to do anything. Then today, after we breaked camp, Jean fetched me home. I managed to catch some sleep before meeting enqi and yuxin for shabu sai. It was nice steamboat and I'm glad we had that time to just catch up without any quarrels. Then after lunch, we went our separate ways. I was kind of forced to go with mum to buy Galen's present. Then we went to his aunt's house to celebrate his birthday. After that we went to church for our annual countdown. This year there is much less people attending. Somehow the more I see jacky and huier, the more irritated I was. I think maybe cause I'm jealous or I just don't like the way they pda. Then after the countdown and stuff, I got really irritated and my mood went really bad. Couldn't enjoy the celebration and I just walked away from everything. Then my parents had to quarrel at this moment. About a stupid pot of dessert. Seriously. I was super annoyed so I said some stuff too. Lucky they weren't angry at my responses. Then when I get home, andrew just kept talking to me. Until about 3 and he went to sleep. Until now I'm still very irritated about nothing and I just had to say it out here if not I'm not sure if I can get better. It's my very terrible, horrible, suckiest day until now of this year.